Thread:LynRuden/@comment-26325301-20160503212225/@comment-27621191-20160503223211

I asked my old "friend" to remove everything from the old page in my original account, since I keep getting countless emails daily.

He did it, but probably felt the need to say something... and he may got access to this account as well, since my occupation is now "b1tch1ng", and not "bitching", as it used to be.

... and now I'm blocked...

That doesn't matter.''' I left this wiki. And here is why :'''

I gave up in life. I'm just a coward who still can't suicide by a stab in their own neck to end what they are suffering. I'm tired of living. I'm tired of seeing people being who I always wanted to be, having the friends I always wanted to have, doing the things I always wanted to do.

My presence is not accepted anywhere, not even here. I don't feel good in any social situation, not even on the internet. I'm broken inside, and there's no way to fix it. I need love, but... who would ever love someone with the exact same weight as Ayano ? I'm tired of making so many people disgusted everyday when they see me.

People think I'm this way because I wanted to, or that I've always been this way, but no, that's not true. My life just sucks.

There are several things I wish I could tell Jack and Crystal, but I'm blocked. I will never be able to express anything of what I felt about them this whole time, neither tell them what I should of stuff I did in the past, one which I discovered today. I really like them. More than what I should. I don't think anyone would even read this whole text, so I'm just gonna say this:

'''Could you please post this text in that message? I'd like people to know why he said that and perhaps to think twice before complaining about anything on their life.'''

Goodbye. Forever.