User blog comment:KoolKoopaGirl/I can't roleplay./@comment-30775324-20170106031404

if you actually:

> did research into depression

> tried to respect people with depression

> portrayed it correctly

> didn't use it as some edgy starter

> used it in that situation

then maybe, just maybe, i wouldn't give a damn about that one roleplay. but i have struggled with depression my entire fucking life and lots of my friends are depressed in their own ways. the way that you portrayed it repulses me to no end. it was a selfish way to get attention and it was portrayed disgustingly.

and i understand that people are going too far with the bashing, fuck it. i agree. but at the same time you've got to realize that you haven't improved your oc even when several people offered to help you. you've got to realize that people aside from your boyfriend won't want to roleplay with you if you keep your character the way she is. you don't even have to start over. just show one fucking sign of improvement.

might i mention that you constantly try to control roleplays?? and make them centered around you and demonic bb?? because you do that and most people notice that. you don't let other people start roleplays without you controlling them yet you whine when you yourself can't roleplay.

honestly if you wanna throw temper tantrums instead of improving and learning from your mistakes, that's fine. i hope you have fun doing that.