User blog:Bluecats/Considering leaving

I'm not gonna sweet-talk this, sugar coat it, or anything. I'm just gonna say what's on my mind.

I'm considering leaving wiki. Not forever, but maybe for a few months. I have a few reasons for this...

I'm considering this because, 1, I'm getting to be less active on wiki. This isn't necessarily my fault, or because I dislike wiki, but life is happening, I'm finally talking to people, but it's taking up more time and I'm taking longer to do anything. 2, I seem to ONLY have Hatred, Dislike, and Enemies here. I could only name a few users off the top of my head who don't seem to dislike me, and those are only close friends. Nobody else admits it because they don't wanna seem like bad people. 3, I feel I'm unneeded here. I don't actually do anything for the wiki anymore. I do models, and roleplay. That isn't very special, considering I'be been here over a year. 4, I'm beginning to lose interest. A lot of other things are on my mind, and catching my attention in general. I'm not sure if I have enough time to pay attention to both fandom, and the other things I'm interested in. 5, finally, Controversy in the fandom. There's a lot of controversy, and I, ME SPECIFICALLY, am not allowed to have opinions on these matters it seems. My opinions are either taken and throw not to conclusions (like on the pedophile post), or outright ignored.

I don't know, should I leave for a few months?

I mentioned a few people here were nice to me and all, and I don't wanna upset them.