User blog:TheCountess16/I quit

No, this doesn't mean I quit this wiki, or wiki in general, I just quit caring anymore. This place has done enough to hurt me, I don't care anymore. Harass me, call me names, think I'm a attention whore. Go ahead, but if you do it, do me a favor:have fun. No it's not about one little thing, it's about multiple things. Y'know I was taught something valuable once.

We where in class in elementary school, we had a paper doll, and the teacher asked us to rip it up. So we did, then she asked us to put it back together. We couldn't. You tear people down, but they are never fully complete again.

I've already expressed my problems in life to most, if not all of you. My abusive past, depression, attempt of suicide multiple times, now this. I have cried so many times because of this damn site. I know, weak. Laugh all you want. Chances are I'll break this and run back into your grubby arms, that is actually my worst fear at the moment. It used to be you guys hating me, that already came true.

Who knows maybe I will take a break and feel better in the end, maybe I will quit, maybe I will stop doing things I used to love doing. You never know, I don't know what I'm trying to say, I don't care anymore, this is what I know, this is what I feel. I've already been hurt by you guys, hurt me again and again I honestly don't care anymore. In conclusion I don't know entirely what I'm saying, but whatever I'm saying, it's true.