User blog:PISTACHIOLORD/Hoatus

I'm going on a hiatus. And I only have two damn reasons.

Number one; I'm going to be traveling over this week from my friendly and Dutch home to the U.A.E which will probably destroy my time zones and how I connect to the wiki. I'm on a sixteen hour flight since in my city they didn't have a damn direct flight so I'm going to hell and back again.

Number two; The wiki lately has been making me way to insecure about my actions,angry and another big bundle of mixed emotions. I mean, I wanna do the damn right thing but I just can't and when I think I do it always turns out to be wrong. It's honestly making me think people really dislike me(which I already knew and shit) even though I'm fine with it. It's weird, I know. I think it's because I'm a Discussion Moderator and I feel I should do better than what I'm already doing. Maybe I'm stressed out of some other shit.

That's it, I guess.... I'll still be on everyday probably editing my ocs or some crap. Maybe on chat. Don't be too happy I'll be gone, cause I'll come right back to this hell whenever I get the chance.