Board Thread:Fun and Games/@comment-27345835-20160531042836/@comment-24651308-20170512020737

I've almost gave up with this wiki (and most things tbh) until I snapped was like "Hey, this wiki is one of the few things that you care about and makes you happy!, don't let it go to shit!". That made me feel better until I realised that maybe I don't desevere to have the reason for caring be that I don't want this wiki to get run down,that makes it seem like i think I'm the only person who can help this wiki and do I really deserve that???? And saying I snapped out of it makes it seem like all of a sudden I was okay and nothing was wrong when I know it's not like that, I've struggled for years how would saying something to myself make everything better? This is a confession board which has just been full of jokes, if I come here with something serious i'd ruin the vibe and be like an attention whore, but what else am I going to do? I told myself I shouldn't be scared to post this and to be brave but I don't even know if I can, i'll probably instantly regret this hahaah.

This was supposed to be about how things are getting better but I've just made them worse, huzzah!