Board Thread:Apply For Staff/@comment-26849106-20160917023903/@comment-28337061-20160919023425

LenLawliet wrote: Lord Regent Iceberg wrote: Nah I've noticed it too. Remember that other Mini Admin application? The one you deleted after it got 5 opposes? You took an actual break and "thought about leaving the wiki" after it failed because we didn't give you a "second chance". The damn reason you put for closing it was "Christ, is a second chance too much to ask for?". Yeah... That was childish of me and I took it bad. I've always tried to be online, except for my little break. This application was expected to fail, and after it does so, I'm making a thread about something.... No, I'm not leaving or taking a break... I'm maning up about this, and will take this fail without any complaining like that last one. I did think of leaving and took a break... Why did you put quotes around that though? I know you dislike me and wish that I would die, but come on man... I've done childish things in the past, but if I'm to improve and get better, I need you to let me.

When I talked to you in pm and said I wanted to be friends and/or get along with you and you said, "Why would you want to? I've just been a dick to you." I don't disappear after ever failed application, and I won't after this one. I expected this application to fail Ice, but it was never supposed to pass...

The point of this application was to see what everyone thinks of me, and see what I still need to improve on. Based on the votes being about 50/50, and many reasons, it looks like I have a lot to work on. I would like to thank everyone who gave me things I need to work on. I'm pretty sure that you, nor anyone who opposed on this will believe me that I am truly trying to get better.

And about Legend, I know he and I have had fights in the past, but I seriously don't want to fight with him. Because there is no winning in an argument with him, which is why I'm planning to no longer fight with him. All I want is to get along with everyone here.

I love you all. Len, I don't think using a staff application to see what people think of you is a good idea. People can like someone, but still think they aren't fit for certain staff positions (I know I feel that way). I understand that votes are biased on this site, but using a staff application for that just doesn't sound right. Using a staff application to see what people think of you sounds a little like you're only doing it for yourself, even if it is to "become a better person". With that said, I have a question for you: what would you have done if it did pass?