Board Thread:Apply For Staff/@comment-27729421-20160809001457/@comment-9026519-20160810035108

Darkpai wrote:

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Darkpai wrote:

Flutterbutter wrote:

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KawaiiSatanSama wrote: Flutterbutter wrote: Darkpai wrote:

Flutterbutter wrote: Oppose.

I honestly feel you should stop reaching. As I've said many times, I don't feel you really deserve this position or any postion on this wiki as things stand. You have been shot down twice as things stand and I feel that the fact that's happened that many times over the course of a few months and I feel that fact enough is proof that you shouldn't be put into a staff position as the community doesn't support you.

I'd also like to point out that no formal apology for the original contents of [http://yandere-simulator-fanon.wikia.com/wiki/User_blog:Darkpai/I%27m_done._Good_bye. this] was ever published and that when you made this you were a mini-admin. You can say that you're dedicated to this wiki as much as you want, but as things stand, to be a mini-admin, a position higher than this one, that you need to be dedicated - something you obviously weren't. You jumped on a bandwagon and left us in an unprofessional manner; something I had not expected from someone of your stature.

I'd also like to point out that within the course of less than a month (beginning on July 13 and going onto now, August 9) you have said fuck this wiki (see above), been blocked, rerun for mini-adminand ran for content moderator. I honestly think this is enough. You have shown me you are not capable of properly holding a high standing position on this wiki.

I feel the fact that, after failing to get your mini-admin status back, you ran for something a bit lower on the totem pole, which is logical. But the fact that you're running again for another high position that requires a lot of maturity and dedication, something I cannot stress enough you don't have, screams power hungry to me. All I'm seeing is you running over and over again for high positions after leaving this wiki in an unfashionable way instead of starting from the bottom up again - something I think you should have done from the beginning.

Now, I'd like to again mention in detail the fact that you have broken multiple rules on this wiki starting w/ power abuse and moving on to ignoring orders from a staff member and spamming the chat. I won't really highlight the fact you banned a user as I personally agree w/ the choice you made though it was against our rules. However, there is no excuse for the fact you ignored a staff member asking you to stop breaking our rules and when they informed you of it, you lashed out @ them.

You have shown me that you should not be trusted more and more as time has gone on and I will stick w/ my gut. I always say that there are people more qualified for a position, and when I say it here, I mean it even more than I normally do.

You have showen disrespect and hate towards the wiki, the users on it and the staff running it. You have broken our rules and gotten away with it. You have continued to run for high level offices even though you get shot down each time. You have tried to move users to a different wiki and abandon this one. You, to me are not trustworthy. '''And most importantly, you don't seem to regret your decisions. ''' I dont think I have to apologize for wanting to leave, also you are talking that 'fuck this wiki' thing far too seriously. And when doing the things that caused me to become blocked, I was in a very dark place, even other users seemed concerned by the odd way I was acting. I aplologised to Hori about lashing out at her since I did indeed regret my actions when it had sunk in a little what I did and I calmed down. The only reason I wished to leave and for others to join my own wiki because the wiki was in a very bad place at that point in time. Thank you for your points. I'm not saying you need to apologize for wanting to leave - I'm saying you need to apologize for the way you went about doing so. I've mentioned plenty of times that people who did what you did would not be welcomed back by me so quickly and I feel a month is still to soon to trust you w/ a staff position.

Edit: Also, since you were in a bad mental place and all you had to do was apologize to get back from being blocked, does that mean if someone like Peri (or others who were blocked though peri is probably the most like you) came back said "I'm sorry, I wasn't in a good mental place" that we should not only unban him but consider giving him staff privileges only a month after? I don't think so. Hell, if you never left and Peri apologized and said he wasn't in a good mental place, would you even unban him at all? It's quite easy to say "Rules are rules no matter the condition and you broke them so the ban stands".

Hell, on this site we still warn and ban people if their siblings get on their account and fuck around. That's not even the same person yet they are banned and/or warned for it w/o any acception. I don't see why we're so lenient w/ you and why we not only unban you but are willing to give you a staff position. Other than the whole stuff when I was in the bad place, which granted I should have took a break and sorted it out myself instead of lashing out on the wiki chat, I have done nothing wrong. Peri was a bully. And had been bullying users for a few months, I didnt bully anyone and was simply as I said, in a bad place for a couple of hours.

Also if you're going to use that 'power abuse' against me I'll tell you this, If staff did their job properly I wouldnt have to do what I did. I have been told by a staff member, who I'll keep anon, that they didnt act on the situation because they were too worried about their rep to do so. Which means I clearly took the bullet for those staff members who neglected dealing with Peri and as a result, it gets used against me every time I want to be staff because apparently that makes me the bad guy. I find it stupid that anyone uses this point against me, especially if they are staff members. Id again like to point out that rules are rules and they should be enforced no matter the circumstances - exceptions should not be made. Flat. If we're willing to make an exception for you for whatever reason, that means we need to be willing to make exceptions for others. I don't think that's something any of us want to do. I feel the way you left the wiki was "wrong" so to speak and it is probably the biggest reason I'm opposing this.

I never said you "bullied" anyone. I simply said you broke our rules as those no longer on staff shouldn't and can't ban or enforce rules. That's a fact. Whether you bullied him or not is purely speculation.

We all know our staff can't seem to get thier shit together - I'll be blunt about that. It's not big secret. However, I don't feel adding to the number of incapable or untrustworthy staff members won't fix the problem. I say you're incapable because, until you decided to revoke your position, you were just as guilty as the anon staff member - you didn't ban peri either though you obviously believed you had enough against him and I say you're untrustworthy because as a mini-admin you told everyone to fuck off and that you hated the wiki.

I'll admit you went out and took a risk and, I have already said that even though it's against the rules, I personally don't disagree w/ your action. However, I have also said before I will point out all that I believe needs to be pointed out and you breaking our rules is something that needs to be pointed out. If you really feel so strongly about the words I used in my leaving post, I will make a formal apology to the users of this wiki.

And what I was saying was is that Peri and I's situation was very different so you cant exactly compare it.. As I said, Peri was bullying people for months and getting away with it. I was in a bad way for a few hours and I get banned for a year. I think the actions I took with Peri prove I can indeed be a good staff member. I feel it's a bit too late, especially since I'm asking so it won't be taken as seriously considering it took you this long to finally make it only after I complained about it for so long - long story short I don't feel it's earnest. However, I would like one to be made and it would be the start of me building a newfound trust in you.

In regard to your actions w/ peri - how can you, someone who obviously didn't like him, be a proper staff member when you had the same fears as every other staff member and took the same actions as them? The only reason you even banned him was because, at that time you were no longer dedicated to the wiki and didn't care what happened to your account. You said he was getting away w/ it, and indeed he was. However, don't you dare say you took the bullet for other staff members when in reality you had the same fears and made the same decisions as the other staff members. In the moment you did that, you weren't expecting to come back but now that you have, you say you took the bullet for them. Why? It's true. I was thinking about doing so for awhile but I was waiting for something to justify my actions, in case it ever did back fired which probably means I probably did do the same as the others but I think if people didn't hold stuff against people for so long here, the staff wouldn't be so fucking scared to do their jobs properly. I think the fact you didn't do it sooner is what I'm holding against you @ this point. It shows you're just as unable to do your job as other members you said you took the bullet for. You're basically telling me to hire someone w/ a failed track record - that's not something I'm willing to do. A failed track record? How did I fail as staff if I apparently acted the way every other staff member does? You dont seem to have an issue with them so what is your problem? 1) You yourself said they were unable to do something - the same thing you were unable to do.

2) I never said I appreciated how our staff works - if anything I say they should do their job better. That's no secret of mine.

3) Were you not around when I got several high ranking staff members demoted? :^) I'd rather not do something like that again, espeically as the community is rebuilding itself after people left and insulting blogs. Especially since my previous endeavor tore it (the community) apart. :^) I instead find it easier and less dramatic to try to stop people from getting into office than it is removing them from one.