User blog:Sekiranun/Sekira Says Offensive Things!

Hi! Uh! These are just blogs I'm going to randomly post sometimes? These are really just me talking about my (stupid) feelings and stuff that no one really cares about! This is probably gonna be THE most offensive one possible but if I don't talk about it I'm probably going to scream?

Today's topic is:

insert aesthetic  Sekira's Clubhouse logo

Users! dundundund

This is probably why it's offensive but...

Have yyou ever been scrolling through the wiki and suddenly see "jlmc/mason/eisuke apperciation day"

"spookie fanclub"

"blue and red club"

"pistachio WORSHIP DISCORD SERVER"

And you actually wonder why it's happening?? You keep wondering why everyone  other then you is popular and everyone actually worships their oc whwile you're just, here with one friend?? And it honestl makes you wonder why you're even on the wiki and makes you feel like a disgusting piece of garbage/not wanted piece of trash/a fucking mistake?? Like, god it's just their so popular for no apparent reason other then "(username) is my senpai uwu"?? Like god I'd rather get hit by a ICBM then have to be on this wiki feeling like a total piece of shit and Haha I'm literally so fucking scared to post this for the sole fact that they'll probably report me to fucking wiki staff for going aganist them/stheir social group armed and ready to fucking stab in the stomuch while I die because I am getting shanked in the eyes! I want to cry because literally every time I come on here I am constantly pressured that I am not good enough for anyone here and that if I don't make everything perfect every user will overshadow me which eventually lead to me being stuck in one place for the rest of my life while everyone is above me. I literally cannot smile when I'm on this wiki because of the sheer fact that I will never be good enough for anyone ever.

haha it did turn into me ranting